I am so grumpy!!!

Not sure why I am grumpy but I am in a terrible mood. My poor DH, he is geting the brunt of it! I think it has a lot to do with me being on duty this weekend but it cant be only that. I am 1dpo so I shouldn't really be like this!

I have started to get hopeful that this could be the month we get our BFP. I tried being optimistic and pessimistic, neither of which worked! I am feeling confident this cycle, most prob because we have had the most sex this month. My DH told me he was hopeful this month, he keeps mentioning me being pregnant, so he is convinced this is it. I hope I don't have to break bad news to him again when AF shows up!

I told DH last night that I was going to keep my hospital appointment and talk to my doctor about having a HSG. He was fine about that but said I may not need it as I maybe pregnant. I wish I had his optimism and was relaxed about this as much as he is.

A small rant: I feel like I am doing all the hard work in this baby making process, I have to push DH to have sex and he complains a little and has a go at me.

On a side note: I realise I am lucky that I have a lot of things on my side with this TTC like my age as I am only 24. Sometimes when I read other blogs I feel like I am whining and complaining when others have been battling for so much longer. This blog is just a dumping ground of my own personal feelings to save my poor DH from my stressing!