Its 'Aunty Nic' for now

Thanks to all for comments on the last post!

Yesterday was quite a nice day with friends at a local festival with drink, sun and a picnic! My friend C who has a 5 month old baby (the one who had a miscarriage previously) came along with baby D. She was grumpy and whiny most of the afternoon, but when 'Aunty Nic' took her for a bit she cheered up and did not cry once and I had her for about an hour. We jiggled along to the music and had little conversations, smiles and she attempted to eat my hair! It was great, I loved spending time with her. I thought it would be hard, especially when people commented on how I was 'a natural', but I just smiled and said thanks. Baby D loves her 'Aunty Nic' and I loved entertaining her!

I left the festival happy (might also have something to do with the pimms!) and was in quite a good mood last night. I did however dream all night of babies and how I was pregnant. I woke up this morning, rubbed my belly and realised it was just fat, no baby :( I have had a bit of a come down from yesterday and the want and desire for a baby is as strong as ever, but C lives in my village so I can see baby D often. Until I have my own baby, it is 'Aunty Nic' for now!