How many cycles can I go through before I completely breakdown, before I give up? I have had 2 failed IVFs and 2 failed FETs. This seems like so many to me, yet I know some of you have had more and keep going. I am not too sure how many more I can do. How much longer I can cope with the bitter dissapointment.
This said, I am not ready to give up yet. I realises this contradicts what I just said! DH and I want a family more and more each day and it is feeling less likely each day.
The depression is winning I think. I have been aware of my depression for a long time, but I have refused to let it take over. I keep pushing it back, telling myself I am strong, I can handle anything. Truth is, I don't think I can keep it truly at bay for much longer.
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Tuesday, 8 November 2011
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