Lovely evening

I cooked my three course dinner of chunky Mediterranean soup, sticky sweet and sour pork and Mandarin cheesecake. It went down very well, and so did the wine!! For once I enjoyed not TTC as drank lots and had lots of cheese cake!!

I am sad though, I am wishing that I had said to the doctor we will TTC for another few months and then have my lap, but when I get my severe pain and cant walk, I know this is the right decision.

I finished another bottle of folic acid the other day and was sad. I had hoped when I started it 90 days ago that I would be at least a little pregnant. That was my goal. I cant even set that goal for this new bottle. Realistically we wont be TTC until July now.