FET #4 booked!!

Baseline scan booked for 10th August! That is not very far away! My next scan will be 17th August with intralipids. The only drugs I will be having are steriods, intralipids and prontogest injections. I will be testing for a LH surge and transfer my last embryo if my lining is thick enough. I am excited that we are cycling again, but scared as this is most likely our last go. I am starting to accept that the chances of ever being pregnant are slim. What I wonder is whether I will ever be ok with this? Knowing something and accepting something is two different things.