This was a blog of my thoughts and feelings as I was trying for a baby. I have endometriosis as well as a few other medical conditions so TTC was a battle. I was on the TTC journey for 4 years and had 3 failed IVFs and 3 failed FETs. The next step was adoption! I am now a mum to a beautiful 3 year old girl call M and feel so lucky!
Thursday, 5 July 2012
Still no AF!
I amm 11 days late. I have tried to make AF arrive by POAS (cheap one) on Monday. It was negative. I have also had sex and still no AF. I'm bored of waiting and starting to think what if.... Such a mind f**k!
When I got pregnant with my daughter, I was like 2 weeks late and peed on seriously a hundred sticks ALL negative...until ONE day it turned positive...so maybe?
So brutal, I hate the games that go on in our heads. If my husband ever knew how truly obsessed I was I would be locked uo! I hope this is the one for you!
I am 28, have grade IV endometriosis, hypothyroidism and desperately want a baby. I suppressed my ovaries for 6 months and had a third laparoscopy. I had my first IVF cycle July 2010 and we transferred two embryo's. Sadly it ended in a BFN. I did a FET with two 5 days blastocysts in September and that was also a BFN. I did a second fresh IVF in January which was also a BFN. We did a second FET with 2 5 day blastocysts. Also a BFFN. Last go on the NHS :( Immunes show I have high NK cells. IVF #3 with intralipids was also a BFN. FET#3 will be with intralipids and steriods and baseline was booked for 24th April. This was also a BFN. One embryo left in freezer - last ever FET will be FET #4 - embryo did not survive the thaw. Moving on to adoption.
I desperately want a baby and a family, but for now we have 2 rescue fur babies!
When I got pregnant with my daughter, I was like 2 weeks late and peed on seriously a hundred sticks ALL negative...until ONE day it turned positive...so maybe?
ReplyDeleteSo brutal, I hate the games that go on in our heads. If my husband ever knew how truly obsessed I was I would be locked uo! I hope this is the one for you!
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