My boss reduced me to tears

My boss is a horrible w@"%#r. Sorry about the swearing, but my boss treated me and spoke to me like shit yesterday. I was on duty and we got a cow c-section emergency. I rang him for some help as I have never done a cow c-section before and he is my second on call. He shouted at me down the phone, had a go at me for calling him and refused to come help me. He just demanded I go and get on with it myself. I kept my cool whilst on the phone, but burst into tears and was shaking when I got off the phone from him. No one should speak to anyone like the way that he spoke to me. I was ready to leave work right that second, was going to hand in my resignation and not work my two month notice. Thankfully LG my collegue came with me and showed me how to do it and we did it together. I now know how to do it and will be fine next time. I cant believe my Boss would not help, was so rude, shouted at me down the phone.

If I did not have my IVF starting on Saturday (OMG!!!) I would have handed my notice in today wth no regrets. I feel I can not go through IVF and work out my notice and job hunt. The stress will be detrimental to my IVF and my chances. I just need to suck it up, avoid my boss so that there is no confrontation and concentrate all my efforts on getting pregnant!!

I hate how my Boss spoke to me and I hate how he has made me feel and I hate how I have lost sleep over him and I hate that he has made me hate him....

On a positive note; in one months time I will hopefully be pregnant until proven otherwise!!!