DH's Semen analysis:

DH went for a SA yesterday and we got the results this morning:
Count: 52million per ml
Motility: 79%
Abnormal morphology: 79%

The count and motility is great, am very pleased but a little worried about the morphology. What do you all think? What is normal for morphology? The report said it was normal but I am unsure.

I was feeling a bit better yesterday until my period started, so am now in even more pain! Also I think my injections may be kicking in as I sat in a chair and cried for 2 hours yesterday. I cried due to the results of my lap, the wait, the potential IVF. The fact that someones dog died in one of my soaps and that someone had a miscarriage in one of my other soaps. This is not me. I do not cry, I do not get emotional. I am not looking forward to 6months of strange hormones!

Not taking it well.

I was convinced I wouldn't be booked in for a laparoscopy yet. I thought he would do a HSG first. I understand I am having it all done at once but I don't want another operation if its not needed. In answer to a few of you, the endo will be excised which is good as I had it lasered when I had my first surgery. My DH also has to have his sperm tested which is good. I am pleased the Dr suggested this as we all know its not always the women's fault for not conceiving. DH seems ok about having the SA so thankfully I don't have to keep boosting his ego and convincing him he is still a real man, lol!

I have been down all afternoon. Been very quiet which really isn't me. I am normally the loud, jokey one, but instead I have retreated within myself and stayed there. I guess all of you are wondering why I am so down. Its not like this is the end of the world. It may even help me conceive. I don't even know why I am so down. I think it is the realisation that this is not going to be an easy journey.

I was looking back on my conversation with the Dr and I remembered him saying that the only other option if I don't want surgery is IVF. I remember thinking, 'hang on, that's a bit drastic!' IVF maybe an option for the future but it is just that, in the future. I am unsure why he would say this but he moved onto the next subject so quickly I did not have time to question him.