Too grumpy to be pregnant...

... was my husband's answer when I told him I was going to pee on a stick. Well I did it anyway and it came back as negative, no surprise but this was the first test I have actually done at the correct time. I was a little disappointment but I wasn't upset. This was for a few reasons, mainly was because it was the result I was expecting but also because I knew we hadn't been trying for a baby properly and thirdly it is only my first true cycle since coming off the pill. Thinking about it, why did I even think or hope I could possibly be pregnant?!?!? All the odds are def stacked against me this month!

Next month will be different, will be doing it properly and for real this time, this month was just a practice!

Problem is, my husband is going to call my obsessive, oh how little does he know just how obsessive I am!!!

Negative pregnancy test

Work is very quiet at the moment, its the time of year and the way the world is going, I am not complaining though as at times work is stupidly busy. I have been so tired this last week but I have no reason to be, not really been doing anything and been getting 8 hours sleep most nights.

I took another pregnancy test this morning, its still a couple of days early I know but I thought my tiredness could be due to me being pregnant (wishful thinking I know!!). No surprise but it came back as negative. I knew it would be, I am not really sure why I tested again, again just clutching at straws, wishful thinking, what ever you want to call it. I just wish I was pregnant.....