Crap weekend, updated

DH is away, I am on duty, I have been busy, I am tired, I have a migraine, I am emotional, I have pains in my belly and I still have another 56 hours of being on duty! I have already been on duty for 52 hours!!

Sorry, this is a complaining post! I am just feeling tired, emotional and lonely! I am hating the side effects of my 4th injection and I am hating being on duty. With DH being away it is getting a bit too much for me!

I also feel being on duty for 108 hours straight is illegal but what can I do about it?!?! If I complain and refuse to work I can lose my job!

****update****
I am a vet and work all day and night on call. I am able to rest and sleep in between emergencies but can get called out any time of day and night. I have been very busy, got called out at 5 am this morning and had a late night last night. Am very tired!!

Endometriosis and hypothyroidism

I was wondering if any of you out there had endometriosis and hypothyroidism and have had a baby? I am wondering what my chances of successfully TTC are? Both of these diseases cause chronic fatigue and infertility sadly so odds are stacked against me!

I am feeling very hung over today. We went out to celebrate a friends birthday and had alittle too much drink!! I decided it was my last bit of alcool this cycle before all of the baby dancing. I didnt bargain on feeling crap all day! It was a great nigt and havent enjoyed myself that muc in a while. You do however know when you are too drunk when you suggest clubbing on a tues night!!

Other updates: none really!! Working lots, really getting into my running. Have tomorrow (thursday) left at work and then a 3 day weekend. I cant wait for the break. Have had onbe day off in the last 18 days other tan my sick day and I am exhausted! Mentally and physically! I am also enjoying ICLW week and decided that I may give iron commentor a try next cycle? We shall see. It is a great chance to get lots of coments, feel loved and find new blogs!

On a different note, I am using my fertility monitor this cycle as at least I know I ovulate etc. I will be POAS in 2 days time. Cant wait as at the moment fertility is low and am looking forward to it becoming high. Havent had sex since before my period, so that was 9 days ago now. Am really missing it, may have to jump on DH soon, but not tonight, Am so exhausted am off to bed!

Sorry for the tired ramblings!

Negative pregnancy test

Work is very quiet at the moment, its the time of year and the way the world is going, I am not complaining though as at times work is stupidly busy. I have been so tired this last week but I have no reason to be, not really been doing anything and been getting 8 hours sleep most nights.

I took another pregnancy test this morning, its still a couple of days early I know but I thought my tiredness could be due to me being pregnant (wishful thinking I know!!). No surprise but it came back as negative. I knew it would be, I am not really sure why I tested again, again just clutching at straws, wishful thinking, what ever you want to call it. I just wish I was pregnant.....