ovulating a little early?

I am on cycle day 15 and I saw my little egg with peak fertility this morn! I was so happy but it doesn't usually appear till day 17. Oh well I am happy as did the BD last night, just means I will have to carry on BD tonight and tomorrow night!

Thanks to all who have left comments. I think I have made up my mind, if I don't get pregnant this month I will go see my gynae in April when I have my appointment, have a chat to him and ask about a HSG. If he says no, I will go back to my GP and get a referral to another place for a HSG. If it may make me more fertile then I would def like to give it a go before having another lap which would put me back a few months.

I feel excited for some reason. Mostly because of my peak fertility but also because I have a plan in place. I am one of those people who have to have a plan or have a goal. It keeps me going, makes me feel a little more in control.

Im at the peak

I realise that I was starting to blog too often about things that must have seemed very boring for you guys so I have had a little break. Last few days have had high fertility on my monitor and we have been having lots of sex. DH yesterday though said he needed a break, bless him, I think I have worn him out!! However woke up this morning to find my fertility is at its peak so full steam ahead for two more days!! I just have to convince DH tonight!! Sounds silly that I have to convince him to have sex, he is of course always up for it but I think he just feels a bit used and abused at times like these!

On the up side DH has been a lot happier and come out of his shell which is good. I basically left him be for about a week and he finally came round!! Sometimes that is what he needs so I have have to honour that, but it was hard.

I am feeling a little bit hopeful again which is not good. I am starting to think things like 'when I am pregnant' etc. We have had more sex this cycle at the right time (I hope) so fingers crossed that we get a BFP! I have however moved my hospital appointment till April so if this cycle isn't successfull then we have another 2 cycles to go before meeting with the DR to discuss me having a laparoscopy for my endometriosis.

Fingers crossed!

Any suggestions to all of you out there how you stop sex feeling like a chore sometimes and still enjoyable. Suddenly when you are having sex because you have to that little sparks seems to go! All suggestions are welcome!!

Oh I have had 2 pregnancy news this week and I am sure my next door neighbour is pregnant again, she gave birth about 6 months ago. Then again she is a little on the larger side so maybe not, too embarrassed to ask!!! I have silently been taking the news hard and personally but obviously smiling on the outside. All I keep think is, 'I wish that was me'.

Last chance this month

Got up this morning, POAS and found I have peak fertility and ovulation!!! Dam why do I always do this once DH has gone to work?!? I was so excited I would have jumped on him then and there. Instead I have been at work trying not to think of that egg waiting to be fertilised and hoping it will hang on till this eve. So here I am, waiting for DH to come home, should be in a few mins. I shall be waiting for him!! I did however comment earlier that he gets the feeling I only want him for his seed. My reply to that was: 'Is that a problem?!!!' He knows I was only joking but I guess there is a little truth there!! Well after tonight I feel the pressure is off for this month.

We are not really ones to have sex much, about 1-2 times a week which is guess is average but trying to find time to have it every other day is def a bit of a mission and it also takes the fun out of it. Will have to try to spice it up tonight so DH feels like a wanted husband and not a seed!! LOL

The other problem is going to be the agonising wait for AF. 2 weeks of waiting! I was terrible last month and we didn't really go for it last month so wasn't expecting to be pregnant but this month I will be expecting it and will be bitterly disappointed if its a BFN. We shall have to wait and see and try not to think about it as it is soon to be out of my hands!