DH back to work

My DH has gone back to work and so I am home alone with the dogs, resting. I have been feeling a little better each day which is good, but I have to be careful not to do too much too soon.

My belly has finally started to go down as the gas is going and I have been able to go to toilet a fair bit. I no longer have the 6 month belly look which is good. The only time I want a bump is when I have a baby in there!

My MIL and FIL has been over all weekend and it has been a great help, but I am pleased to have the house back to myself. My MIL asked whether they thought I could have kids. I said I dont know, I only have one tube that works so there is a chance but it is decreased. She told me I should get on the IVF list as soon as possible as the waiting list is long. I havent had a proper conversation with DH as to whether we will go down this route straight away, so I am certainly not going to have it with my MIL. I know she means well but she is also nosey and a gossip and I dont want everyone knowing my business. If we try IVF I dont want anyone to know. DH's nan then rang to find out how I was and asked all the same questions. I wanted to scream how much I want a kid and how we have been trying but I dont know if it will happen. Instead I acted indifferent, its easier that way at the moment