I am not in a good place at the moment. I have had a shit day, work is crap, people are treating me like shit. The pill is also making me have mood swings and the fact that I am on the pill is getting me down. I feel like I am getting further away from my dream of a baby. I have had so many hurdles to get over and each one sets me back, not moves me forward as I had hoped.
I do not want to be on the pill, I want to be TTC, I want to be pregnant. I hate my body, I hate how it will not allow me to even try for a baby. I just hope that I get on the IVF list soon. I am slipping further and further into a depression.
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I'm so sorry you feel this way, Nic, and wish there were something I could do to help. Please know that I'm pulling for you and hoping right alongside you that you'll start an IVF cycle very soon and with perfect results. I hope you feel better, both emotionally and physically, very soon.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you are feeling so down now. I am positive you will start IVF soon.
ReplyDeleteCan you find a way to self-nurture and stop the slide into depression?
{{HUGS}}
I'm so sorry you feel this way...Don't give up. There is Hope! I'm believing you will be a mom very soon! Hang in there...
ReplyDeleteaw nic! I am so sorry you are feeling so down and out! That really really sucks! {{HUGS}}}
ReplyDeleteOh sweetie, I'm soooo sorry. I know there are no words. You've been through a lot and deserve to have a break. It sucks that life just isn't fair.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you! (((HUGS)))
Nic,
ReplyDeleteI'm very sorry that you are so upset. I'm sending positive energy your way.
Jeanne