I am obviously happy and excited about having funding for a FET, but just not ready to do it yet. I need to get my body sorted and my mind in the right place. I have not called the clinic yet to tell them about the funding. I just have not been able to face them. I spoke to DH yesterday and we have agreed to ring them, get a nurses consult and gets some dates booked in so that we have something to aim for. Not sure if they have any gaps in april/may, hopefully they will as I am sure I will be ready to try again by then. I am worried if I leave it too long to call them, they will be fully booked.

DH and I are really struggling with this BFN. We are feeling so defeated and like it will never happen. I guess everyone feels like this. I have usually picked myself up by now, but just cant seem to this time round.

On a side note, I am on CD15 and still only have one bar on my clear blue monitor and I usually ovulate on CD16/17. Either it does not work, or my body does not work after this IVF. I know after the previous failed IVF I had a longer cycle.