cyst aspiration tomorrow (?)

I am going into the clinic tomorrow to have another scan and possibly have my cyst aspirated. I am nervous about the aspiration. I have decided I am definitely having sedation, I wont manage without.

I just hope this IVF cycle is delayed. I do not want to be cancelled. I will not cope.

Baseline scan - a nightmare

My baseline scan this morning did not go well. My cyst on my Left ovary which had apparently shrunk has now grown again. They do not know what they are going to do. I am not starting stims at mo, I am going back for another scan on tuesday. I cant see it suddenly going in a couple of days! This then leaves us with a dilema, to aspirate or not. If we dont then it will most prob grow when we start stims and absorb all the drugs. If we do aspirate, we run the risk of being cancelled. If we get cancelled then we have no NHS funding.
I am upset, I do not know what to do. They are talking about aspirating without any sedation or anything. Has anyone had this done? It sounds flipping painful to me. I suffered badly at the egg collection last time with diazepam and fentanyl!

My DH will not allow me to go through it without sedation and pain relief. It is my endometriosis that makes this so painful for me.

Has anyone had a cyst aspirated without any meds?

My cyst has shrunk....

... to 12mm!! I am so pleased as it is small enough for the clinic to not be concerned!!

Today has been great: Cyst shrunk, got my blood taken for thrombophilia and got a dress for xmas party that makes me look slim!!

Now off to acupuncture and then work.

This is the hapiest I have felt in a while

I hope my cyst has gone

I am going to my clinic tomorrow morning to have a scan to see if my cyst has gone on my left ovary. I have been bleeding on and off for the last two weeks despite being on the pill. It has now stopped, which I hope is a good sign?

If the cyst is still there I will have to have it aspirated. I hope it does not delay my IVF as my injections are due to start the 27th Dec. (OMG, it is so soon!!)

I am also having a blood test for thrombophilia tomorrow as I bruise so easily and bleed a lot. After that I am having acupuncture and then off to work. An action packed day!!

As far as how I am feeling..... I am both nervous and excited about my IVF, hopeful and fearful. I do not know what we will do if this does not work....

Off to New York!!

I am due to fly out early Sunday morning to New York!! I can not wait. I hope this trip is amazing and all we have hoped for.
There are a few problems, mainly the weather over here. The snow has been terrible, I have been snowed in for 2 days! The airports have been closed and no taxi's will pick us up to take us to the airport. I really hope the snow goes so we can fly!

On a side note, I had my AF visit last week (last before IVF) and that was fine, painful like normal but nothing new. It all finished and now for the last 3 days I have been bleeding. Now is TMI: It is brown, watery bleed. Like I had during my FET. I am thinking from my cyst again? I am hoping not, as I have hoped that being on the pill has got rid of my cyst? I am now worried that the cyst is not gone.

This cycle is going ahead!

Had another scan today. Great news, the cyst has shrunk a little, they think it's an inactive corpus luteum. I am starting on suprecur(lupron) and 6mg oestrogen tomorrow. I have another scan in 10 days and hopefully FET a few days latter!

I am so pleased we can go ahead and not had to delay. Of course, if I had to go on the pill I would have done, I want my body to be right and ready.

I am now so excited and hopeful. All my hopes ate pinned on this cycle. Of it doesn't work I am going to fall and crash so badly.

AF is here!

Never thought I would be so pleased to see her! My period arrived at about 5am, only four and a half days late! I am feeling crap and in loads of pain, but pleased to have it here. I have another scan tomorrow morning to see if the b**t**d cyst has gone. I doubt it, miracles don't happen to me.

Scan today but still no AF *updated*

Still no AF and pregnancy test was negative. I called the clinic and they still want me to have a scan to see what is going on. I shall update in a bit.

*update*

My scan was not great, my lining is too thick which is not a surprise as I have not had a period. The bad news is that lefty ovary has a big ass cyst on it. I am pissed off. My FET is delayed at the mo. I am to wait for my period, call the clinic and book another scan. If the cyst has gone we will carry on with the FET as planned. If not I will have to go on the pill. If that does not work then I guess the will have to aspirate it. I am dreading that as I presume it is the same procedure as a retrieval and that was bad for me last time.

I am so devastated. The fact that we had two frosties, the fact that we could do a FET so soon has helped me to have something to focus on, to remain calm(ish), to remain hopeful(ish). Now I feel that hope and calm slowly slipping away.

Where the hell are you AF, you are never 4 days late. Hurry up and come and tell the bloody cyst to piss off!

Anyone had a cyst on your ovary and what was done about it? How did it affect your cycle and IVF/FET?