I hope my cyst has gone

I am going to my clinic tomorrow morning to have a scan to see if my cyst has gone on my left ovary. I have been bleeding on and off for the last two weeks despite being on the pill. It has now stopped, which I hope is a good sign?

If the cyst is still there I will have to have it aspirated. I hope it does not delay my IVF as my injections are due to start the 27th Dec. (OMG, it is so soon!!)

I am also having a blood test for thrombophilia tomorrow as I bruise so easily and bleed a lot. After that I am having acupuncture and then off to work. An action packed day!!

As far as how I am feeling..... I am both nervous and excited about my IVF, hopeful and fearful. I do not know what we will do if this does not work....

Off to New York!!

I am due to fly out early Sunday morning to New York!! I can not wait. I hope this trip is amazing and all we have hoped for.
There are a few problems, mainly the weather over here. The snow has been terrible, I have been snowed in for 2 days! The airports have been closed and no taxi's will pick us up to take us to the airport. I really hope the snow goes so we can fly!

On a side note, I had my AF visit last week (last before IVF) and that was fine, painful like normal but nothing new. It all finished and now for the last 3 days I have been bleeding. Now is TMI: It is brown, watery bleed. Like I had during my FET. I am thinking from my cyst again? I am hoping not, as I have hoped that being on the pill has got rid of my cyst? I am now worried that the cyst is not gone.

Another scan! An Endometrioma

I called my clinic this moirning about my flash bleed on Saturday. I managed to get another scan. My lining is looking good at 8.4mm and there is no fluid in my uterus. It looks like my 'cyst' on my left ovary is a endometrioma which keeps bleeding.

Apparently the endometrioma and the random bleeds will not affect my FET and implantation. I want to believe this but I am still worried that this cycle is doomed from the start.

I have been told I need to rest. What does that mean? Is it stict bed rest or light duties or what? The nurse didnt say and I forgot to ask, had so many other things on my mind.

Anyone have a endometrioma that has not been a problem with getting pregnant? What kind of rest if any were you put on?

When will this rollercoaster end? I really hope it ends in a BFP! Not sure how much more stress and up and downs I can take!

Not another bleed....

I cant believe I am having another bleed like the one yesterday morning. It seems to have nearly stopped but I am panicking. Why am I bleeding? What does this mean?

Should I cancel the FET as this just does not feel right?

DH said to me this evening: 'maybe because this cycle is going badly it will end in positive becuase last cycle was nearly perfecvt and it ended in a negative'. I replied 'sadly life does not work that way!' Bless DH for trying to stay hopeful when I am not feeling any hope.

To top things off my dog Maddy is poorly sick, got gastritis I think, hope its nothing more major.

Not sure why I am bleeding (TMI!)

I had my period last week, was painful etc. I then started back on the pill on Friday and all was fine for a couple of days. On Monday afternoon I noticed a brown bloody discharge, though nothing of it and sort of ignored it. It has got progressively worse since then. It is like the end of a period blood. I am not in any pain, everything with me is normal except for this slight bleeding.

Why is this happening? Is it because of the pill?

I have my IVF schedule appointment on Wednessday. If it continues I shall try to speak to someone then.

I told my boss today that I will be going through IVF in July. He was strangely Ok about it and supportive! I am going to try to keep it a secret. How many of you decided to be open about IVF and how manay managed to keep it secret?

Should I be bleeding?

I had my 2nd zoladex injection last week to suppress my ovaries. For the last two days I have been bleeding a bit, its not a full blown period but enough there to have to use a tampon. I thought with these injections you have a bleed after the first injection and then that is it, no period for 6 months. I was hanging on to the no period side effect, trying to make a positive out of so many negatives. Looks like I have lost my only positive! Thankfully I only have minor discomfort and not my usual period pains. I am still wondering whether I should be bleeding?