May have a long wait

I have been reading a few blogs about people who were TTC for years, had multiple IVF's only to find they were infertile. Some eventually became pregnant whilst others found themselves infertile. I feel terrible that I am obsessing so much and this is only my second month of trying. I shall try to obsess less and be happy with what I have as you never know, I maybe one of those people who find themselves infertile, I have endometriosis as it is. Then again on a more optimistic note I may fall pregnant this month, maybe that's more wishful thinking than optimism!!