This was a blog of my thoughts and feelings as I was trying for a baby. I have endometriosis as well as a few other medical conditions so TTC was a battle. I was on the TTC journey for 4 years and had 3 failed IVFs and 3 failed FETs. The next step was adoption! I am now a mum to a beautiful 3 year old girl call M and feel so lucky!
Friday, 24 September 2010
Help I am bleeding
I am meant to be having a scan in a couple of hours but I have started bleeding!?! Why? What does this mean. I guess I will be cancelled. So upset. Why oh why? Why is AF here, she is not welcome
I am 28, have grade IV endometriosis, hypothyroidism and desperately want a baby. I suppressed my ovaries for 6 months and had a third laparoscopy. I had my first IVF cycle July 2010 and we transferred two embryo's. Sadly it ended in a BFN. I did a FET with two 5 days blastocysts in September and that was also a BFN. I did a second fresh IVF in January which was also a BFN. We did a second FET with 2 5 day blastocysts. Also a BFFN. Last go on the NHS :( Immunes show I have high NK cells. IVF #3 with intralipids was also a BFN. FET#3 will be with intralipids and steriods and baseline was booked for 24th April. This was also a BFN. One embryo left in freezer - last ever FET will be FET #4 - embryo did not survive the thaw. Moving on to adoption.
I desperately want a baby and a family, but for now we have 2 rescue fur babies!
The hormones do strange things to your body...call the doctor.
ReplyDeleteI agree, call the doctor and see what they say. Sending you good thoughts.
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